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[07 Feb 2004|03:11pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

NEW JOURNAL NAME:

[info]childborn



fuck i wanted to wait until i hit a year mark on the 25th to change my username. but i got really anxious and i just couldnt wait.

everyone add me. please!
(1) fuck you

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA [07 Feb 2004|11:25am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

HAHA my dad found out. all because chris broke a dog bowl, josh broke a stick, my screen was hanging off and because fucking michael and matt johnson, bobby, chris, nick, bryan, tony, and cody all left sunflower seeds and cigarette butts OUTSIDE. its all good because i'm only grounded for one day. but i wasnt planning on going anywhere since i cant go to joshs. it sucks but oh well. i'm going to see if he could take me out somewhere[mydad] because its pretty outside and i feel the need to go to the mall.

fuck you

this might be a long but its really interesting. [07 Feb 2004|01:12am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i started off my day with daniel showing up at 6 and not 5. we went to mcdonalds and watched these old people fight over a booth. headed over to school.

school was retarded. bird and i kept pretending to make out during lunch and josh handed me a broken cigarette and everyone and i mean EVERYONE was talking about my party.

afterschool i went to the park like usual. everyone was there for like 5 minutes and left. i had until 4 so i hung around since i'm not allowed over at joshies. tara, jorge and phillip was there too. david came and got tara drunk. jorge, tara, and phillip left. i was leaving the park when fucking theses guys chris, calab, micheal and josh call me over. so i got over there and was like "hey you guys blazing? what?! wheres the weed? no weed! you guys are boring" and calab goes "boring.. this isnt boring.." and he shows me his skateboard. and its covered in cocain. he makes a line and snorts it then chris makes a line and snorts it. i'm just sitting there asking questions. i got bored and left on the way home paul stopped me.

paul is hot. he has a REALLY hot car. we drove around and talked. then he drove me home. ITS NOT EVERYDAY A HOT GUY DRIVES ME HOME IN A REALLY HOT CAR!!!!

i get home and bird shows up. then josh. they broke my fucking window and tried to burn down my house. bird and i go to pick up harold. we get free sodas and harlod ends up not showing up so we head home.

we come back and bryan, chris, nick, vince, bobby benit, libby cupp, rickylee, mary and some other guys were over. we went out front hung out. went back and forth from my house to bryans. then bird and iwent to pick up harold again.

it gets dark and we go into the house. play some music. bobby comes in and starts telling bryan something. bryan gets pissed off. leaves comes back and had the cops following him. he wants to state a fight with bobby, bryans mom comes in. SHE SCARED THE FUCK OUT OF ME! she comes in going "i have a concerned parent here" and i'm thinking "this is it i'm dead" but were cool i talked to her let herknow my dad doesnt know anyone is over. she told me i shouldnt invite anyone else. because i head a shit load of people she just told my its cool to just keep it down and dont do any drugs and alchol. she leaves everything is cool.

harold, bird and i had a 3 sum in my bed! :D

bryan, chris, josh, mary and i go out back to smoke. i walk in and see rickylee sitting on josh. so i go "UM RICKYLEE YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!" she goes "oh yeah i know." and doesnt do anything. like 10 minutes later chris is the backyard pissed as fuck. so bryan talks to rickylee and rickylee says its over. then chris startes crying. everyone is pissed. then fucking chris wants to go talk in my room. we go under the covers because it was cold. rickylee walks in there. i pop my head out of the covers and she gives me this look. and she looked like she was going to cry. but they talked things over and everything was fine.

then mary, libby and nick go into my sisters room for like an hour. libby walks out half naked and gets a bottle of chocolate syrup. and walks back in. bryan saw this and got PISSED OFF! so i go in there and libby and mary our licking chocolate syrup off of nick and nick is laying there naked with blankets over him. bryan sees this and gets even more pissed off. i got annoyed and kicked them out of the room. then rickylee startes yelling at nick. nick gets EXTERMELY pissed off and goes to call his mom. bobby didnt want to leave yet so he starts yelling at nick. they both just start hollering at eachother. everything is cool again.

then bryan got pissed off again. so everyone went out back except nick, chris and bryan. and rickylee just starts talking shit about bryan. so everything gets hectic. then rickylee, libby, and mary leave. but bobby walked them home. on the way home rickylee was trying to hook up with bobby but he straight up said they arent going to be anymore then just friends. then rickylee calls and asks for bobbys cell #. i give it to her. but that pissed bryan, nick, and chris off like a mother fucker!

it was just chris, bobby, nick, bryan and i. and were sitting in the living talking. they explained to me the whole deal and they started telling me how much they respect me, how much they care and love me. and how there was only one vicky. :] they told me so much that made me feel so good that i wanted to cry. then chris jsut started crying. and that made everyone cry. so were all sitting there crying and we had a group hug and we jsut sat there hugging forever. it was beautiful. we jsut hung out. and had so much fucking fun. it was great i love those guys so much. they really mean a lot to me. i've totally gaind more respect for them. they helped me clean the house and everything.

then fucking micheal and matt johnson, tony, and cody fucking walk through my front door. i hadnt seen micheal or matt for 3 years. i didnt even know who he was. hes so talland he looks so old. he walks into my door and goes "hey victoria" and hugs me really tight. and i'm sitting there like "um..hi?" then i noticed it was fucking micheal. the whole time he was tehre he was trying to get some action. hes like "will you give me a blowjob" "will you stroke it" "can i stroke you" "what would happen if i pulled it out right now? how would you do" "why wont you do anything..is it because i'm black..please just stroke it" "just as friends, victoria, lets fuck just as friends" AND THEN HE FUCKING GOES "LOOK MY PENIS IS OUT!" AND I LOOK DOWN AND HIS PENIS IS LIKE RIGHT THERE.. and he kept trying to kiss me and he kept grabbing my ass so fucking hard. everyone got to drive codys car then they left. they are supposed to be back later tonight. i am not looking forward to that.

when they left we hung out out front. chris jsut started peeing. i was like "OMFG! YOURE PEEING.." "ICANT BELIEVE YOUR PEEING" i didnnt think he would do it. but i saw hes penis. then nick kept mooning me. but hes ass isnt as bad as joshies. we went back inside. and nick and bobby left at 11. bobby hugged me sooo fucking tight i couldnt breathe. and nick said he loved me.

then bryan and chris left at 12. and my fucking dogs go out so i had to chase my dogs for like 15 minutes and i lost them. so i call my dad to let him know the window is broken and the dogs ran away when the dogs come running through the front door. i was like "wtf" but i'm still introuble for the window..

now i am going to go smoke a cig or two and go to bed. good night. i love you all.

fuck you

juice. [05 Feb 2004|10:28pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

i jsut got back from walmart to by tampons and everyone called me. like josh, bre, daniel, bryan, chris, nick. fucking everyone.

i feel like a complete stoner after my last entry. but honestly i dont give a fuck.

my stomach hurts. it feels like its in knotts. i dont know if its because i ate something bad or i'm nervous or because of my period. whatever maybe its all 3. all i know is that it hurts so bad i cant walk and i want to cry.

i'm in the process of making joshs dad a card. i made daniels mom a card because tomorrow is her birthday. i'm making scott a card because he found out that daniel knew all this information and assumed. i told him! cassandra told him! the only thing i told daniel was "scott said that jessica said that she wouldnt be able to take you" and "scott said you are a good kid with some flaws but over all a good kid" cassandra told him every bad thing in the book. so that is the reason why i am not allowed to see or talk to josh again until i apologize and scott thinks about it. everytime scott tells me he would think about something it was a no. so i'm not looking forward to going to josh's anytime soon. honestly i dont want to go ever again because of scott. he pissed me off. and i honestly dont really want anything to do with him anymore. thats okay. its all good.

tomorrow i am having a big party. i dont know hows coming. i dont know what to expect. i didnt plan it. all i know is that bryan,chris, and nick are spending the night. and i have to kick them out before 8. and idontknow what to do with the cigarette butts. i dont know what to do with the beer cans or anything i'm planning a head. because rememeber i live with a cop.

now excuse me i have to puke..

fuck you

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